30 day challenge – the best thing to happen to you this week


The past week was pretty great. Things are getting busy around work so it is kinda stressful since it’s a big transitional time of the year. The weekend came around pretty quick though. The week before I was given closure and I finally felt like myself again. You know when something precious like, I dunno, your mojo gets taken away when you get it back it’s wonderful. All of a sudden I utilised my pretty dresses and took a deep breath, made like a bus and moved on. It’s a very wonderful feeling let  me tell you! This weekend I finally have some time off of social and work obligations and let me tell you it is the best. I love being around people but when your day starts early and finishes late it’s hard to rest properly. The weather has been so stellar this past week which means I get a chance to get some much needed vitamin D.


30 day challenge – something disgusting you do


I’ve lived in the same apartment for over two years now and the dudes I live with have been there for roughly the same amount of time. Lets say things have got pretty comfortable around the place. When the boys have mates around to drink the bathroom becomes open domain as in no one closes the toilet door. It’s fairly sheltered but for the longest time the sound of other people peeing made me feel pretty grossed out. As time has gone on me and one of the boys just leave the door open because we pee heaps and closing the door becomes a hassle. Plus, we’re both home the most out of the three of us and it really does not bother us. Our other flat mate finds it pretty revolting but I think he forgets he totally does the same thing a few beers deep.

30 day challenge – A date you would love to go on


Chances are you’ll find me here with this blanket most the time

This is such an odd question. Right now the only dates I’m going on are ones with myself. This is how I date myself and how I learnt to be alone. Dating yourself aka ‘me time’ is something everyone should schedule in. I thrive when I’m around people but since I’m surrounded by people every day and I’m pretty busy so any time I get to myself is amazing. I’ve spread myself too thin in the past so I make sure I get some time in to recharge my batteries. These are my favourite self dates:

– Long, long walks around the bays
– Hit the gym without any distractions
– Rise early and drink coffee in bed with a book (and probably animal videos)
– Buy fancy foods from Moore Wilsons and gorge
– When I have enough time to slowly get ready for the morning 
– Having the apartment to myself for a couple of days
– Weekend nights in with a good movie + doing my nails
– Taylor Swift dances parties / singalongs 
– Making time to get pretty before I go out
– Writing in my diary and getting all my problems off my chest
– Having time to cook and bake


30 day challenge – things you want to say to an ex


Zeus – ~the only man I’ll ever need~

I’m going to rap this coz it’s a lot easier

The other day I finally got over last year
You dumped me right before I cut my hair
It was out if the blue and I felt like I couldn’t live without you
All I was listening to was the Usher song my boo
I use to think about what I would say to you given the chance
But after saying one word to each other your douchebag friend pushed me and threw me off my stance
We were only together for a short while
But you were the first dude to ever really make me smile
I know I drove you crazy with texts like I miss you
But it didn’t warrant what it came to
I didn’t appreciate the label you gave me
You made me wander what the fuck and same with Aimee
You know I didn’t send those fucked up messages
When we you first got together you would have remembered your exes kind of presages
The fact that you two couldn’t even properly apologise
Made me so fucking glad you ran a mile
I know this is very 10 things I hate about you
But the other day I finally forgave you

And for the second (last year was tough ok?)
I joked around with dad about getting to know you for a year
And when you called that day I was drunk from the night before in my underwear
I heard a lot about your reputation
But I was okay coz I thought i wouldn’t be on that same rotation
When you told me one our first date you were soon to be leaving
I never though me and you would have that feeling
I know it got hard really fast
I’m kicking myself for dragging us through what we shouldn’t have passed
You left me hanging for nearly a year
I was left with some deep pain I found it hard to bare
You left me feeling like I was just some slut you fucked
And when you left me like you did you had no idea how much it fucking sucked
You think you’re a man and consider yourself a hero
But if you look closely around you’ll realise your work mates think you’re zero
The other day when you couldn’t even look at me on the street
I knew I was over you and past the defeat
I feel better now getting this shit off my chest
You taught me a lesson never to trust the shiny badge on ones chest

30 day challenge – Single life!


Its cheesy but damn right

Last year boys all of a sudden were all ‘hey hey’ and after being miserable being single for so long I dove into two very intense relationships (at different times of course) and got my heart broken super quick. Like, a month to a month and a half of dating. It was ridiculous but it felt right at the time. I’ve had a year to absorb the past year and heal. I finally understand when people say they don’t want a relationship right now. Next year I want to travel and now I’ve got a fair amount of closure I’m enjoying my life a lot more.
Things I quite like about being single are:
– no pressure to do social things when you really just want to be alone
– going out at a moments notice
– no drama/jealousy/Red by Taylor Swift
– being able to let yourself go a bit
– being selfish
– having the time to work on my goals
– having my friends pop round for a yarn then have them stay over
– not having to shave my legs etc if I really can’t be bothered

30 day blog challenge – your views on drugs and alcohol

Ahhh this is an interesting one.

On my dads side of the family everyone loves to drink a lot. Back in August my Aunty and Uncle renewed their vows for their 40th wedding anniversary and then at 11am our whole family went to the pub and drank for several hours. Come Friday we have family drinks and we all get pretty boozy. Same with my friends. I kind of want to stop drinking for a bit coz it’s not that I have a drinking problem but sometimes my drinking causes problems. I’m pretty harsh on myself about my drunken mistakes but I’m going through a phase of self love and improvement. I can be really mean to myself when it comes to my mistakes but since  I want to get off anti-depressants and I know eliminating alcohol makes this goal a lot achievable.

As for drugs….I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t tried them but I just don’t know why you would most of the time. They just get crazier as the time goes on. Have you seen krokodil? Christ. What the hell, man?!